See what I did there? Probably not...
I'm listening to really loud Dubstep and I suddenly have a raging urge to write even though I said I couldn't be fucked five minutes ago. But, you know, I'm totally a hypocrite and all so of course I would contradict everything I say. Mreheh...
In a way, quite a lot has happened over the last few weeks. We had our last big performance of the year before the summer holiday (vacation w/e) and it went pretty sound. Actually, it went amazingly considering the day before the performance was filled with shit-sticks and dogs bollocks and nobody wanted to do it because they all thought that it would go terribly and that we would be so crap that everybody would just take a dump on the Performing Arts course. They said that the only good episodes were the first Episode because of Anya, and the second episode because of me (totally didn't encourage that B3). The thing that pissed me off was that on the actual day of the performance in the morning, everyone was still whining and bitching about it, and just before the performance half of the girls in the group decided to hate on eachother and start shouting.
To be completely honest I totally nailed every piece of movement and acting technique and just got better every time we did it. Over two nights we did two matinee's and two evening performances. I think that I was more focused for movement in the second matinee because we were filmed, but I just went all out with the acting on the second evening performance because my mum was there (Lawl). It was fun, the experience, in its own special and retarted way. Mark didn't learn all of his lines until the night before the performance, so kudos to him for actually getting off of his butt and trying to make this a success for us.
It was the last day of term before the holidays this week today, and to be honest I did absolutely fuck all. I did a bit of my business, had my ILP meeting with Steph, went to go eat, played online games with Mark, and then pissed around in the IT Suite with the guys from the music course... And rapey George from the Art course (Anya is his girlfriend, and we're best friends, but when he gets rapey it just makes me cringe so much - I hope Devin isn't as rapey as he is *puke*). It's not even a good kind of rapey that you can get away with, it's so touchey and constantly pulling and hugging tightly and craving attention. He's so needy! But I guess she likes him, sort of, so I can put up with it. I never used to talk to George because I wasn't too sure about him and he can get violent, not even in a funny way, but I talk to him now - By talk to him, I mean that I take the piss out of him and the only response that comes out of his mouth is "Fuck you". The only reason why that's so hilarious is because that's all he can say, 'cause inside you know that he is a douchebag son of a pussy with a cunt full of bullshit and a dick full of jizz that will never be shot into Anya's clunge because she's just not that type of girl... That's why it's funny, and that's why I am able to take the piss out of him so much.
I don't want to end this talking about George because that's just gross, so I guess that I could end it on this note:
Devin smokes way too much weed for his own health, and
Devin needs to learn when I'm serious and when I'm being sarcastic. But that's a pretty hard feat, even for myself, so kudos to him for trying anyway.
Thursday, 31 May 2012
Life's like a box of PIRANHAS
My eyes are for the heavens above, may they watch over you.
My hands are for your protection, may they combat your enemies.
My lips speak the words that let you know my love is true.
My heart is only for you, even 'til the end of me.
I started writing a blog post and I started to write that. Oh well.
It's a little past 4 AM now and I decided to write something. The blog has been pretty empty with me being a lame writer and Leigh having more important things to do. This post should give you something to read.
Right now a few things are going on in my life:
1. I work at McDonalds
2. In a little more than a week I will have performed a play in public
3. Weight loss
4. Having to get a shift change for the play
Those are the important things for this week although 1 and 3 are always important. The play is okay but I will be glad when it is over. The play tries to be very informative which makes it a little less fun. I mean, sure, I get to chase around an old prostitute, but it's just not the same as other times I have performed. Maybe it's because of the people or it is because the play kinda sucks, either way I can't wait until it's performed and done with. I've nearly memorized all of my lines, about a week before the performances and I think that's a good time to memorize. I don't have many lines, [I think maybe 5 lines plus a monologue?], so all I really have to work on is the monologue. It's a short monologue, but I've barely looked at it. I'm sure it will be done by the time I need to recite my lines.
On another topic, Alex and Brittany broke up. Not much of a shock to me, but it still sucks. Alex seems pretty beat up about it and I really hope he can cheer up soon. I don't really have much to say on the topic of Alex and Brittany so I'm not too sure why I brought it up. If you have any questions, feel free to ask.
Now for the most important subject in this entire blog post... Leigh. I think Leigh is the one person that just makes everything better. The play would be better with her in it, McDonalds would be better if she worked there, and I'm much better and much happier with her in my life. I'm looking forward to the day that I actually get to see and touch Leigh. I'd probably cry and break down, but in a good way. I can't wait for December, I really hope Leigh can visit because that would be the greatest Christmas present evarrr!
I've been spending too much money lately, I really need to cut down. I should go to the bank soon and see if I can open a savings account so that I can start really saving rather than just putting money in the bank. I need to slow down on what I buy. I want to buy more weed but I'm going to wait, or at least try to. I could always get a second job, that would help with getting a lot of money. I still have yet to go to the Kenwood Center to see if anyone is starting the U-Haul business again. I have plenty of experience in that so I think if someone is starting that business that I would be a great asset. Plus, the other day, I saw some U-Haul trailers at Kenwood Center so that's another clue.
It's already 4:30 AM now so I think I will end this blog now.
This blog has been more about what is going in my life rather than what is going on inside my head/soul/body. Perhaps my next one will try to help explain what is so messed up about me. :P
This blog is for you, Leigh. I hope you like it, 'cause I sure like you. :3 <3
My hands are for your protection, may they combat your enemies.
My lips speak the words that let you know my love is true.
My heart is only for you, even 'til the end of me.
I started writing a blog post and I started to write that. Oh well.
It's a little past 4 AM now and I decided to write something. The blog has been pretty empty with me being a lame writer and Leigh having more important things to do. This post should give you something to read.
Right now a few things are going on in my life:
1. I work at McDonalds
2. In a little more than a week I will have performed a play in public
3. Weight loss
4. Having to get a shift change for the play
Those are the important things for this week although 1 and 3 are always important. The play is okay but I will be glad when it is over. The play tries to be very informative which makes it a little less fun. I mean, sure, I get to chase around an old prostitute, but it's just not the same as other times I have performed. Maybe it's because of the people or it is because the play kinda sucks, either way I can't wait until it's performed and done with. I've nearly memorized all of my lines, about a week before the performances and I think that's a good time to memorize. I don't have many lines, [I think maybe 5 lines plus a monologue?], so all I really have to work on is the monologue. It's a short monologue, but I've barely looked at it. I'm sure it will be done by the time I need to recite my lines.
On another topic, Alex and Brittany broke up. Not much of a shock to me, but it still sucks. Alex seems pretty beat up about it and I really hope he can cheer up soon. I don't really have much to say on the topic of Alex and Brittany so I'm not too sure why I brought it up. If you have any questions, feel free to ask.
Now for the most important subject in this entire blog post... Leigh. I think Leigh is the one person that just makes everything better. The play would be better with her in it, McDonalds would be better if she worked there, and I'm much better and much happier with her in my life. I'm looking forward to the day that I actually get to see and touch Leigh. I'd probably cry and break down, but in a good way. I can't wait for December, I really hope Leigh can visit because that would be the greatest Christmas present evarrr!
I've been spending too much money lately, I really need to cut down. I should go to the bank soon and see if I can open a savings account so that I can start really saving rather than just putting money in the bank. I need to slow down on what I buy. I want to buy more weed but I'm going to wait, or at least try to. I could always get a second job, that would help with getting a lot of money. I still have yet to go to the Kenwood Center to see if anyone is starting the U-Haul business again. I have plenty of experience in that so I think if someone is starting that business that I would be a great asset. Plus, the other day, I saw some U-Haul trailers at Kenwood Center so that's another clue.
It's already 4:30 AM now so I think I will end this blog now.
This blog has been more about what is going in my life rather than what is going on inside my head/soul/body. Perhaps my next one will try to help explain what is so messed up about me. :P
This blog is for you, Leigh. I hope you like it, 'cause I sure like you. :3 <3
Monday, 7 May 2012
I desire your smile.
I have a lot of these I'm going to have to confess eventually, I'm not even sure where to start but when I need to say something, I'll be able to. Right now isn't the time though. I have a lot I could tell Leigh but I don't think it's important right now. When it's ready to come out, it will.
Today, all I have to say is that I'm confused and I feel like a jerk for being so stupid. I just want to make Leigh smile and to have her laugh all day, but that's not what I'm doing right now. Not sure what to do.
One thing I do know is that I really like Leigh. She means everything to me and I can't wait to see her, to tell her everything I've been wanting to tell her. To hold her and to kiss her. It will be amazing... If we can hold out that long of course :P <3.
Today, all I have to say is that I'm confused and I feel like a jerk for being so stupid. I just want to make Leigh smile and to have her laugh all day, but that's not what I'm doing right now. Not sure what to do.
One thing I do know is that I really like Leigh. She means everything to me and I can't wait to see her, to tell her everything I've been wanting to tell her. To hold her and to kiss her. It will be amazing... If we can hold out that long of course :P <3.
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