The last few days, well, really the last however many months have been bad for me. I never really noticed how much I was self-destructing until today. I cut myself. Well, I tried to. The knife was dull and I don't like pain so it took a while for me to even draw blood. I guess I just wanted some attention. I feel so alone and I don't know what to do. I'm trying to be more independent and able to live for myself, but with this loneliness, I just can't. It's not even that there is no one around, it's that there are so many people around and I just believe that they don't care or that I'm nothing to them.
I can't write anymore of this. I know how stupid all of this is yet I still feel it. I need to stop being so weak and solve this issue.
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