Not too sure if we just had an argument, but I know that it's just because I'm an idiot, like always.
The reason I feel the need to write a blog post right now is because how angry I got, I wanted to punch the wall beside me. I always knew that the smallest thing would set me over the edge but that thing CANNOT be part of this relationship. I can't allow myself to become that angry that I could snap, not with Leigh. I love her way too much to have this anger inside of me, able to come out in front of her. She doesn't deserve my anger, she deserves my love, and she has that. I need to rid myself of this immense anger. I'm not sure how I can, I'm not even sure IF I can.
I will try my best... for her. I just want to be good enough for her.
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