Holidays are overrated

This week has been pretty good since the weather has been amazing. It has been sunny all week with hardly any clouds, so it hasn't even been that windy - Still haven't caught much of a tan yet. Sometimes when it's too hot I blame Mark because he said that the hurricane from America is going to throw off our weather system, therefore we should be having shit weather. But apparently that's bullshit since all we've had are hot days and a lot of ice-cream from the ice-cream van at the Sixth Form College.
It was funny because last week Anya and I were walking around the Colleges (There are three Colleges next to each other) outside because it was quite warm, and we suddenly saw an ice-cream van. We literally freaked out and I was so glad that I had money. So then we kind of rushed back to the canteen, grabbed our money, grabbed Mark, and went to go get ice-cream. All duh people were all kinds of jealous when we came back with them and teased everyone. Anya went nuts from a sugar rush and we all started singing 'In the jungle' in a three-part shouting/singing sing-song that caused annoyance and lols.

As this week is review week, so we don't have to do much work in College. All that is required to do is show up for sessions and/or chill out outside if we don't need to do work/assessments/ILP's. That is what we basically did today, although I wish that my legs weren't aching so much from Monday's dance workshop with a well-known dance group. I also did my singing assessment today which required me to sing a song and then perform a call-and-response exercise. I think I did pretty well considering I was pretty nervous beforehand, but once I got in the room and I stood in front of the camera and mic, most of my nerves just went away. I think another reason why my nerves went away was because I was thinking of Devin. Even when I was outside waiting, leg bouncing up and down from excitement and nerves, all I had to do was think of Devin and I calmed down.
It was weird because when I showed my song to the whole group, I didn't 'perform'. I just stood there and sang. But when it came to the actual performance, I actually put quite a lot of emotion into it and actually performed it. I think that when I showed it to the class, it was like, "oh I'm going to get up and do this and it wont have any significance and impact on what I do in the performance because I'm - just - there." (Straight-Face ._.) But then I'm up and singing at the assessment, and the performance actually has purpose, so every emotion and attempt to put the meaning of the song across just comes flooding out.

The term has gone by pretty fast I think. One minute we're starting the read-through of our play, and the next we're at the Easter holidays. That reminds me - Jacob, Anya and I were in the IT room at the end of the day ready to go home and we were taking the piss out of Anya because she has small boobs, so I was saying in an Asian accent, 'Mebbe you should take duh Viagra liek duh man for duh penis' ... Jacob said that wouldn't work, so I said, 'Mebbe you should put duh weed in duh bra to make duh tittehs look bigguh'. Then on the way home as Anya and I were walking to the dentist (she had to have her teeth checked because she had chipped a bit of one), Anya said that she wanted to try weed. We then had a good ol' discussion about it, and now she might be able to get her brother to make hash brownies (since neither of us smoke) so she can bring them into College after the holidays... Yeah, exciting stuff.
I don't think it'll have that much of an affect since it's not like actually smoking it or whatever, but I guess it'll be fun. I'll save a bit until I get home though so I can have it during the night. If this does happen, and I'm guessing it will since Anya's mum is cool with it since she used to do it, then I guess my 'first time' of having weed wont be with Devin... But it will kind of, because I'll be talking to him during the night. I'm not coming across as too 'OMG I'M GUNNA HAVE WEED WTF' because I'll sound like a bit of a hypocritical twat since I wasn't too sure of what to think half the time when Devin was high, even though I'm sound with it now, but there's no point in freaking out like a little high school bitch just because I'm going to have fucking hash brownies x) ... Howevaaa, I am definitely looking forward to it. :D AWHWHAA!!! ...

So, over the holidays I will probably be doing fuck all. I'll try not to do fuck all though... Mark said that we should just spend many long and painful hours of JUST doing College work next Monday without distraction or Facebook. For me it'll be more of a task trying to keep Devin under control. He's fine when he's not horny, and he can sometimes be a bit of a distraction when he's high, but I shall keep him... Tame.

The next two weeks are mostly going to contain sleepless nights of Minecraft, Skyrim, dual masturbation, failing to tan, and lols... Mostly lols. Yeauughhh.