I'm figuring you had a pretty rough night last night, whether it's just because you got high or you legit didn't have a lot of sleep. You know I don't mind what you do since it's your life, your mind, and your body, but maybe last night was a bit too far a bit too fast.
Maybe instead of saying: 'Im against it, but I don't mind', I should have said: 'I don't mind, but I'm against it.' Although, then again, there is no midway point between the two as that is how I feel at the moment. I could have really freaked out last night and overdramatised everything, but I didn't; I smiled. I didn't because I know that the last time I freaked out over a good friend who was smoking, our friendship only went downhill from there. So I'm not going to make a big deal out of it, and I don't want you feeling upset or bad because of what you did - Again, it's your choice and your life.
It's 7:30pm and you haven't woken up yet. Either that or you're out, I don't know. But even though I'm just a tad worried about last night, I've still smiled today thinking about you. Even though you've been gone for hours and hours and I feel like I can't wait any longer, I'm still smiling. So don't worry, I'm not going to judge you just because I have different opinions. I can accept who you are and support you no matter what you do. And if that doesn't change after last night, then nothing will. I will accept, and I will support, because that's what a true relationship is supposed to be about :)
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