I really like you.

I wish I had realized what I was about to do today before I did it. Even though I'm high I can still understand what I'm doing... and what I did to you. And even though you say that "it's his life, my own opinion..." But I want to make you happy, and if I knew how much you didn't like it.... I'd want to not make you upset and do it... I really like you and I feel bad. This is an apology because maybe I should've told you i'd be high.. or I should've just not gotten high...

This is kind of an apology. You make me so happy, and I don't want to make you upset, worried or any negative emotion. I'm glad we have this blog. To remember every moment with you...