I've found out that whenever I can't get my own way, concerning a lack of Devin as a consequence, I get sort of angry and rebellious. Maybe not stupidly angry, just really agitated and pissed off. Like last night when I found out that I weren't allowed up past midnight just because I was taking naps when I came home from college. I take naps anyway, even if I don't stay up until God knows what time in the morning; so why should it be any different now? This morning I woke up at 7:15am when I usually get up at 6:30am, and I was also asleep from midnight (Stupid fucking alarm clock didn't wake me up at 4am like it was supposed to), so how can anyone prove that I need more sleep - Especially my parents!
As anyone can probably tell I'm still a bit pissed off about this, but who wouldn't be if they knew they had been doing this for a long time and it's only been making their lives better because they're more buzzed from the lack of sleep. Yes, lack of sleep helps me in college because sleep makes me focused and boring and most probably very intelligent (Yes, I know, I'm modest). Also, how the fuck am I supposed to talk to Devin for hours on end when I'm not even allowed to be out of bed from past midnight! In my own personal opinion, it's my life and my mind and my body, so I should be allowed to stay up until 6am talking to my boyfriend that I hardly get to talk to anyway because I spend about 10 hours for 4 days a week at college and I now have to spend at least 6 and a half hours sleeping for no damn reason.
I kind of spazzed out on my mum when I got home from college today. Well it wasn't a spaz, it was more of an 'OKAY BYE' type of blank out. What happened is that my mum and I were talking in the kitchen and I asked whether dad was able to pay for another month of Xbox Live (which he specifically said he would, and asked atleast two times what date he needed to pay for it), and she said that he wont be able to pay, which is absolute bullshit because he specifically said he would, and asked atleast two times what date he needed to pay for it!
But anyway, as I was saying, this is going to be a bit shit for me considering me and Devin were going to have a movie night on the weekend which is amazing because we stay up all night and just watch movies while talking to eachother - It's all great stuff. However, now that I wont have XBL on the weekend, I also wont have Netflix, and if I don't have Netflix then how in the flying fuck are we supposed to watch movies together.
Where was I going with this?
Oh yes, so basically, if anything disrupts the amazing flow me and Devin have going on, I sort of let loose like a raging volcano and get... A tad bit angry. You know what I mean?
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