Note: Just in case you didn't catch on Devin, the blogs called 'Personal Blogs' are about you-know-what, and you'd probably go immensely and unreasonably AWOL again, so before you provoke my current anger by blaming me for future AWOL'ness I suggest you leave this page immediately. Love, Leigh.
I wasn't sure what it was at first, however it didn't bother me to a point where I had to know immediately. But I was curious. I think the only thing I saw was a flame bearing stick held by a shadow; doesn't that explain enough? I wanted, still want to, know about the past and how I can gain knowledge of these possible powers that I may or may not possess. At any rate, I wasn't going to let the internet sway my current solid opinions; opinions that I had developed over the years and had created my own logic for them.
Speaking of opinions from the internet, I found a page. On this page it gave me information that we all have souls, and once our soul is finished with one body (when we die) it goes into another. That much I can roughly confirm I could believe, and can believe even more so now because my mum and I were talking about it; she brought it up and confirmed these things I had found on the internet. There was another part however... It spoke about how these souls had been there since the beginning and battled for earth. There are 4 stages to the souls development:
- Unsatisfied with Ego-Based (longing for something else)
- Ego-Based consciousness (aware of its releasing emotions)
- Letting Ego-Based go (becoming your new self)
- Heart-Based (motivated, helping others make transition)
When I read it, I read it as the souls going through these stages through multiple bodies; that is why there was war, slavery etc. in the past. Then I thought about it as a modern day human and realised that the majority of us go through those stages in one human life. We long for something else and for our home, then we grow up a little and discover a new-found power that we abuse, then after we discover no happiness in power we move on and create a family for ourself and in that process we become cleansed of our actions. Then in the last one we are old and wise, giving the younger ones our knowledge to try and get them to move on into a life of final peace and happiness.
Here is the website with all of this information: http://www.jeshua.net/
When I do think of human evolution as a whole, those four stages do seem logical. The first stage was the stage of the cavemen and the shamans, blessing these gods and trying to connect to our 'homeland' again. And then we evolved into greed and power, a world where we took land and claimed it as our own. We created factories for children and worked them literally to death. We took natives and made them our slaves. We segregated, and plagued others with war, destroying our land.
And now, I think that the majority of our world has come to a place where we have new life and new orders. We don't separate ourselves into groups and we try to prevent wars. We give to the poor and try to lead a fair society, aiding charities to help the sick and the hungry. As much as a lot of others feel that the world right now is an unfair place to live in, we're getting to a place where we're actually giving a fuck about others. Looking at the world as a whole, it is probably much better to live in the now.
Maybe that's why others feel an impending doom upon the world and why we're so concerned with the death of our planet or the death of our human race. We're nearly in full circle. We're almost at the point where the cycle had ended and inside we don't know what's going to happen and when it's going to happen. Yes, we're finding our new selves, but I think once we reach that next stage we will realise that we're going back home to our origins. We will realise that it is time to go back home...
Or maybe the end of the cycle leads to a new one elsewhere in the cosmos. Maybe it's the end of the journey upon earth and the start of a new journey. But who knows? No one truly does, unless they're at that final stage already. But I still think that some of the world is still at stage two, and that the rest are at stage three. I do think of shamans and those who are more connected than others and I think they are also at sage three, they're just at a more 'connected' level with nature and everything around them. I get that they don't want to be a part of today's society because it would probably take them away from their full connection; heck if I had a choice, I'd go full shaman. Why don't I, you say? I have other responsibilities and duties to take care of first.
And now let's take it to last night. I didn't do anything special and I didn't meditate for hours on end, it just happened just like it always does. I was relaxing in bed, eyes closed and about to drift off to sleep. Then I started to think about my spirit guide and the last time he/she showed me something. Then I saw, as my eyes were closed, someone fall off of a castle tower.They were tall with a long face and thick fair hair. He wore dark robes, and all I saw was him falling from this tower in fear and the image stopped. So now I definitely know that he is medieval and a male. This is how he died.
I asked him his name, and I got a 'Dol' back with slight murmuring at the end. I think it's Dolce, or something very similar to that. In any case, he responds to Dolce; I don't know whether this is his last name, but I'm assuming so since I can't find anything on the first name Dolce. He also confirmed that he does/did practice magic, which excites me immensely since it's what I was looking for. I think the next step now is to find out how he does it and how I can develop it.
I think I also want to find out why he died that way since I'm getting the feeling it wasn't an accident. From the vibes I was getting from the first image of the flame and the shadow, I think that he was on the run from something, so he might have lived in the time of the suppression of the Druids in Medieval times.
Maybe that's why I want to go to Rome so much... >_> Hmmm.
In any case, it's definitely progress... Thank you Dolce! I look forward to seeing you again sometime soon in the future.
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