Thoughts #10

I've been wanting to put more and more into my videos... So much that I'm tempted to start a new YouTube account with a partner and create it all professionally and shiz. Well, by professionally I mean choose a great name, get the background/intros all set up before hand... but then I realized, who would this be with? I would want this to be with someone I can live with or at least be around all the time. Then it hit me... College. If I went to college for what I want, which would be video editing, production, voice training, and other classes that I still have yet to look up, there would be so many people around [in all those classes] who would be interested in maybe starting a gaming channel with me. I also want to learn how to animate and photoshop because if I could do those then all my ideas could maybe be brought to life.

Now all I have to do is follow through with all of this. I have to save money, maybe get my driver's license, find all the classes, get loans from the government, move to the city, and really get into it. Talking about all of this makes me think back to when you were choosing between your career and me... I know that right now we are technically split up, but I don't feel like it very much. I still love you more and more every day. I want to talk to you every day. A couple days ago I saw you were playing Skyrim and I really wanted to call you and play with you, but I knew I couldn't.

Anyways, I do want to go to school and do something productive rather than continue to work at McDonald's... of course I'll still work, but I want to do something I love... which is you ;) Well, and making people happy with my video game videos. This'll work out, I just have to WANT it.