I freaked out at work today. I was upset when I left, and I knew that it wasn't going to get better for a couple hours. I ended up simply forgetting to write a license plate number down, to know what car to give the food to. I couldn't stop shaking, and when that happened I ended up slamming my fists down on the counter in front of the drive-thru drink machine. The girl I was working with turned around, startled... I think I scared her a little. Oh well, I get better as the night went on, then worse again but that doesn't matter anymore. I'm just glad I get to work with Nico tonight, he always distracts me and makes me laugh so I'm not upset.
You know, I still am kind of working toward getting Leigh to come to Canada. Is that bad of me? It's still all I want, because I feel that she's the only one that will make me feel complete. Except it doesn't seem like it's going well. I'll keep trying though. I want that happiness back.
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