No Such Thing As 'Too Happy'

I don't think that I have anything to worry about anymore. College starts again after half-term, and all I have to worry about during the holidays is getting a few assignments done. But apart from that, it's going to be a new term, a new start where Devin can make sure I do my logbook daily, otherwise there will be no Devin until it's done. Social life at College is just as good as the other side of College... Actually having to concentrate on my work. As not many people know now, except Mark on some things maybe, I used to be extremely shut away after I moved because I missed Emma so much that I felt that I couldn't live without her. (I might explain about Emma at a later date... If others are curious.) On top of that I had even more personal problems that even I didn't understand, let alone told anyone about. But I think that despite waiting seventeen years to be completely comfortable with every aspect of my social life, it's been fucking worth it.

Apart from that, the only other thing that bothered me over a month ago was that I had no idea when I was going to find... Someone else. It wasn't a major problem for me, and I didn't even think about it that much at College because I had quite a lot of friends that I spoke to (Having guy mates kind of makes up for the lack of no guys in my life at all.). I didn't think about it every day, but now that I have someone, I'm even happier than before I had someone... Before I had Devin; He has me too. I can be certain that nearly every time I dated another guy, either him or I wouldn't be happy with the relationship. Or whenever I wanted to date another guy, they would be totally disinterested in me. That is why I just gave up in the end, and is also why I was really surprised that Devin actually liked me.

AND NOW LOOK AT US! x)

Today I am incredibly happy. I don't know whether it's because I've slept for days and I just feel so energetic, but I've also survived the whole day not talking to Devin, and also not knowing what he's doing. I'm normally sort of frantic about it, so I feel that I've achieved at least something today.