Minight Posts

I feel a tad... Lonely. Not solemn, or upset, just lonely. It's not a bad thing, it just feels different. It almost feels foreign, like a new emotion I've come across, or maybe it's just something that I haven't felt in a very long time. It's weird. I want to say that I don't mind it, but it's not something that I am enjoying either.

I guess I'm just too used to having Devin around at nights, and whenever he's not I know that Jessie is always in the room. But I guess I have my own room now, and it feels kind of empty.
I was also thinking about what he said, that I should call him if something bad happened, like if I had a panic attack. I guess I just laughed at that because I knew that nothing like that could ever happen, but I guess that since he might have to stay out overnight and the Internet at Alex's is possibly down, we might not get to talk. Therefore, I suppose contact by mobile would be the last option.

I'm not really in the mood to talk about what I could have possibly made a post about because that would just bring up a lot of shit from the past - I try to make a habit of forgetting past occurrences that may have damaged my whole life if I didn't have sense enough to stop everything myself.

So yeah... I feel alright, just weird. It's nothing to mope about, just a mere observation.

Also, last night was amazing.

And...

Tomatoes.