Two Days To Go

I have to say that I feel so much better now that I know that Devin knows about everything that's been on my mind. I always thought that those little things in the back of my mind didn't really matter, but I guess I've learned to pay attention to those thoughts no matter how insignificant they may seem at the time.
I managed to get through the majority of yesterday thanks to Mark. I never realized he could be such a great friend, and such a caring friend too. I've been to him twice now, just to talk to him and ask for a bit of advice and support. I think that we've become closer as friends mainly because I sought to help him even though it seemed like everyone was against him for some reason or other. I'm glad that I could be there for him instead of just thinking of him as a mate to go to when I needed a laugh. Sure he cheers me up with a bit of banter after listening to me rant, but he actually helps. He's not a dick about it all, he doesn't tell me to just suck it up. It's because of Mark that I actually had the guts to talk to Devin about why I was so angry and upset.

The night was great too. I wasn't meant to stay up as late as I did because I was supposed to take Jessy to the park, but she ended up throwing up this morning so I guess I was off the hook. It was very random yesterday, the things I did. I usually just stick to doing one thing a day, but it was a mix between Skyrim, Minecraft (sort of), and porn... I must  delete my history at some point.
While I was having a rough time trying to get Minecraft to work, Devin had invited Max and Kevin to the call. Kevin was busy for a while so it just ended up being Devin, Max and I in the call. It was quite mellow actually, and I think it was because of Max's voice to be completely honest x) ... It's sort of really soft and passive, but not a monotone kind of passive - Like Riorach! You can just imagine patting him on the head all like 'Daw'hhhh', or maybe because he's most likey older than me, you can imagine him saying, 'Hey kiddo, how you doing today?' all big brotherly-like. Ahaha!
But yeah, enough of Max's voice (lawl wtf?), I feel amazing today! Devin was reading The Hunger Games to me. He thought that I wasn't listening, but in all honesty I was just sitting there on the chair with my legs crossed, listening to him read to me. It was so nice. I would drift off at random times daydreaming of the two of us together, but other than that I was listening, I swear.